Ramblingzzz.

So, I am ridiculously happy and relaxed, considering it is Tuesday of the week my HUGEOMGOMG paper is due, which is the week before my other huge paper and speech are due. And two weeks before exams. Oh geez cross out the relaxed. Okay I will, hang on. Just kidding you can't with this program. Whatever.

Wow I have absolutely nothing to discuss here. Also, I'm a tiny bit ADD right now.

Boy and I are offically through, except I dunno if he knows that yet. But we are. He decided to not go to college after he was accepted to App and after he knew he could get scholarship money and all of that. Why? Because he's moving into a house to be in a band that most likely, after a year or so, will not be that big of a deal. And that's when I realized, he can't commit to anything. Not college, not one band, not me, not even his friends. And I'm not even saying I want commitment right now, just...something kind of stable-ish. More than anything, though, I want to not have to wonder how he feels all the time, because that's just dumb. If he cared at all, he would tell me. And honestly, if he asked me, I could proudly say I have no feelings for him. I mean I'll be his friend, but other than that...just no.

So yeah now it's bedtimez.
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